Learning things

It was this platform which taught me a lot. However, bringing up in an orthodox household, I still doubt whether I'm going the wrong way. Apprehensions engulf me. I know, many people face this because development is so delicate that oppressors can insert their hand and pinch us even through the smallest hole.

I am learning about gay men. I doubt how lesbians love. I doubt how pansexuals can exist. All because I never knew them, although I claim myself to be an ally.

This type of apprehensions make my catharsis a harder process. Because I'm still doubting my changes. I stumble when someone comes up with a mighty counter point. I doubt what I say. I fear radicalism because I still don't have a sound base. 

I fear because I wasn't taught, neither anyone explored those subtle realities.